looking for myself

I took your words and believed in everything you said to me--

What a mistake.

I can forgive it, I can't forget it

so, i havent posted in just about forever, :/.

Lately lifes been kinda, ughhhh.
Best friends suck. Well, she's not really my best friend, but she says I'm hers. If I'm her BEST friend, she must treat the rest of her friends like comeplete and utter shit. But I have a feeling she doesn't. It's probably just me. I don't know how much longer I can take it before I snap, but I don't think it's going to be long.

I can't wait for August. I'm soooo outta here it's not even funny. I just wish my move would take my suggestion of moving to California seriously. Although, I'd settle for just out of the Falls, outta WI would be better though.

Another thing, I'm getting sick of seeing the Jonas Brothers everywhere. I mean, I love there music and all, but they are EVERYWHERE!!! Everywhere I look, there they are. But on the upside, they're not bad to look at, lol. ;]

Guess what I just realized? I've had this one song on reapeat for the last hour and a half. Hah, I've been so involved in my thoughts I didn't even notice. Yeah, I'm coollllll. Haha.

I've been sick lately and I'm really hoping for a snowday, I don't think I'm going to be better by tomorrow and I don't want to fall further behind, especially in Chem, because I think Mr. Kellogg hates me because of my sister. Seriously, that's the one teacher that doesn't adore her. He's my favorite for that, lol.


Anyway, I'm tired. G'nite!

:]